Falling

As the days pass I realize that I am falling. Falling for him, he who I don't know. Letting him in, somewhere deep inside. Somewhere that will eventually get hurt again. I'm trying to hold back these things I'm feeling, but every night my dreams remind me of them. I find myself hoping, hoping for more time to talk to him. I know I am becoming clingy, I know....

We are walking hand in hand in a field of daisies. The sun shines bright up above us and I can't help but smile.

He makes me all mushy inside.

He picks a single daisy and puts it behind my ear and smiles back at me , placing his gentle hand on my cheek. I look away, worried but I don't know why. He kisses my hand softly and as I look back at him he vanishes. Disappears , right out of my life like everyone else before him. The colours fade and everything becomes black and white except for the single tear that runs down my cheek, a blue so pure.

Its 1:30am. I haven't been asleep that long. I'm living in utter confusion. I miss him. I miss my friend. I miss the man that makes me feel so. I can't stop thinking. I can't get back to sleep. An hour or so passes and finally I manage to doze back off to sleep but only for an hour or so...3:30 comes around too fast.