Tuesday, July 17, 2007

I fell asleep within minutes in the coolness of my room. Laying down on my side clinging on tight to my stuffed frog I just thought of him and what he had said. A single tear down my cheek as I sighed and finally drifted into sleep.

It was a hot summer day and I was relaxing with people I thought were my friends when the cops showed up. There were 10 of us but only 4 ( and me ) got caught. Knowing that I had nothing to do with the robbery , he ( the cop) got me to infiltrate the group once more and keep taps on em. I was then to lead them to the "safe house" where they could sleep unbothered for hours but it was a trap and he was supposed to come pick em up at 3am sharp. I did what I could but they wouldnt listen to me and went to wait for the 3am train to nowhere ( literally). FINALLY 10 minutes before the train * could hear it in the distance* about 7 cop cars show up and circle the place. They arrest me too, thinking I was trying to let them escape. I kept trying to tell him that it was THEM that wouldn't hear of staying in the safe house. He didn't believe me and it hurt cause we had been close and I needed him to trust me....

I woke up it was already 8:30am but I drifted back to sleep, a dreamless sleep for about an hour or so. Woke up thinking about him and what he had said the night before. I knew I was going to be okay , that everything was going to be alright. I have a friend like him and its all I need. I remembered the dream I had forgotten. I won't post all of it but I will tell you...

I was playing laser tag with people I didn't know but something happend and we all muted to either giants or dwarfs...and as in most of my dreams lately he was there and he was on my side of things. :)

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